Hello again! And so soon?
So let’s get real right now. One of my biggest personal
issues is that I almost never take time for myself and do things that I enjoy.
During the week I’m at work for 10 hours a day and when I come home I’m dead
tired. During the weekends, I’m usually so lazy that I just stay in bed all day
and laze around. I’m even too lazy to get food- I order delivery almost EVERY
weekend. It’s so unhealthy and wasteful!
Another big part of the problem is- and this is where it
gets really real- I cannot be alone without my boyfriend. Let’s face it.
I’m one of those people who are attached to people. I can’t stand to be alone,
it scares me and it is super uncomfortable. We have been spending weekends
apart and at first, I was NOT having it. I would always freak out about the
time apart and I wouldn’t know why. I mean, it was only for two days, maximum.
And if I’m not with him, I’m with some other friends. I literally have the hardest time being alone,
ever.
This got me thinking, what are the things that I do
enjoy to do by myself? I had to lay down at night and figure out how I was
going to calm down and remember all of the things I used to do by myself that I
enjoyed. Last night I went to bed promising myself that tomorrow, I will have a
great, productive day where I will get dressed up, go out and spend some
quality time with myself!'
And that’s exactly what I did.
Immediately when I woke up I watched some YouTube. Just some
of my favorite channels to get some inspiration. I find that doing something immediately
after you wake up will help you wake up even more because you are telling your
mind “hey, it’s time to get up now!” instead of just hitting the snooze button
over and over again and trying to grab the last few minutes of sleep. I ended
up watching a cool video by @krissygrotez where she is doing a bunch of cute
hairstyles and that’s when I really got motivated to get up and get dressed.
Anyways, let’s get started ♡