Gyaru... its amazing.

So... no secret that I love gyaru. Those Japanese girls are sort of amazing. Small face, big eyes, perfect hair and makeup.  I wish I had enough talent to do my hair and makeup like that, and I also which i had a better face haha. But whatever, can't do anything about that last part... (at least not yet hahahhaha)

My favorite gyaru has to be Satomi Yukawa. She's absolutely amazing.







I'm so jealous! I really wish I had a small face like hers. And big eyes like that. And a nose that isn't hidden on my face LOL. God i hate my nose. Sometimes its "cute" but really its just non existant. I also hate my chubby cheeks. They weren't always this chubby either. Stupid college has made me gain like 930820394123 pounds. Okay not really more like 10, but thats still so many when I wasn't even at my goal wait to begin with.  

I'm also super lazy and hate exercising. Why is it so hard to get out of bed?!  I have more work hours now though, and its all standing and walking around for the whole shift so I hope that is somewhat of a workout everyday. I don't know what else to do. I try really hard not to eat the bad shit too but in the campus dining halls its so hard sometimes. And hot chocolate will be the death of me!!! So many calories for a delicious drink, it makes me sad.

But whateverrr I have to lose some weight or I might go crazy. I probably am already going crazy hahaha.



This is me from a few years a go, and me now. FAT CHEEKS go awaaay T~T I soooo fail. blah!

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